Bad week

So on Sunday was the 10 year anniversary of my grandparents car accident. My nana was killed upon impact and a few months later my da. My father in law has a dr appointment to see if he has cancer. Monday I go into work and get a write up and basically get told that I’m steal from the store without any proof at all and I got in trouble for being on my phone. Well I got my employee discount removed. Whatever I’m mad that I got accused of “stealing” but without proof or any real reason to say I’m stealing. Then today the owner decided my punishment was t enough so I got suspended without pay for 2 day. I just started my period, my husband has finals, we have very little money and now will have even less. I feel broken and abused! I have worked my ass off for this job for over a year and I’m not a bad person! Why on earth would I risk anything for items that are already cheap? Why would I risk the way my children get fed and housed over stupid things like that? I’m mad and hurt! Send me some happy pictures of babies fur or not! This momma of 2 is feeling very down!