I struggle with my pain

I don’t like anyone to see when I am in serious pain. It’s the craziest thing I get relaxed and calm and ppl don’t take me seriously. I have been kicked in the head by a horse a few times... and it has given me issues and on top of that I fell today and I have been waiting to go to the er four seven hours I may have a broken toe nail is black and a strange tiny ball is poking out so I am sitting here in a severe amount of pain but I know keeping the blood pressure as low as possible can help serve pain... never think you know something always keep a open mind to learn more about the things or somethings