Don't know what to do.

I've wanted a baby for a long time. Tried for years. This year I finally got to have one. He's a month and I haven't bonded with him yet. I love him but I also feel nothing for him. When he cries I want to give him up. I also just want to give up and let him cry. I literally couldn't care. To top it off it seems like he bonded with my mom. At the moment we live together. If he's really fussy and needs comfort he wants my mom. Now it's getting to were he wants to sleep with her at night. It makes me sad but at the same time if he's crying like that I get frustrated and don't want him. It doesn't matter what I do I can't comfort him. I don't know what to do.