I feel like crap

So after my boyfriend got off of work we got in an argument over all this random shit he keeps downloading on my laptop- making it have a bunch of viruses. Now I let him use the laptop ALL the time I don't even use it anymore, but it's a nice laptop- around $1200 so yeah I was upset that he keeps downloading all this shit to it for "his games" that's ruining my computer.

So he got frustrated and called me a "fat fucking whore" now I am 14 weeks pregnant with his kid, and he knows that I feel like I'm not attractive anymore and that I am fat. So the fact that he would say that REALLY hurt me. I literally went into the bedroom and just slept the rest of the day and I just barely now woke up and it's almost midnight. Idk I just feel like shit I feel so sad and idk right now like im super upset and emotional but at the same time I feel like my emotions are dead