hi guys I have some stress rn and I guess I just need to rant... so I've struggled on and off w disordered eating (both over and undereating) and recently gained a fair amount of weight due to a lot of not very nice stuff happening in my life. I have been agonizing over it and I wish I didn't feel like this because I am so supportive of everyone in the world except myself... I feel so nasty and I just wish I could look at myself and see something I can be happy with.