Working on me for me

I’ve been in life with a friend for a few years now. Feeling is mutual and honestly a good match. Problem is I have hangups about being good enough for anyone. I’ve realized I keep going down the path I’m on I’ll be single my whole life and while ok with that I want that to be a decision and not just fear ruling my life.

I’ve started taking action and am working with a therapist now on some of my anxiety issues and feelings of never being enough. Have been talking to one for a few weeks and in many ways has helped me to start putting things in perspective.

I refuse to change for anyone but myself. On paper my issues make no sense. Extremely intelligent, decent looking (overweight), have a good job that honestly keeps getting better, enrolling in mba program. Thing is though these are all steps I’ve made in last year.

Here’s hoping that I can resolve some of my many issues of feeling like I’m never good enough and to making 2018 one of the best years.