Ugh! Sucha ass!

I was having a good day. I was feeling myself. So happy and what not. I was low-key flirting with co-workers and having a nice day. (I work in a restaurant as a server... just letting you all know)

THEN this ass (we've fucked a couple of times... and I am starting to catch feelings for him) I stood at front to see if people were coming... (remember I am server. So I belong in the front. the guy is a cook and he belongs in the back) this ass walks to where I am and (I swear) HE FUCKING BROUGHT THE DISH GUY WITH HIM! THEN HE HAD THE NERVE TO OPENLY TALK TO DISH GUY ABOUT A GIRL HE SNAPCHATS! LIKE LITERALLY I SWEAR HE PURPOSELY STOOD RIGHT WHERE I WAS JUST TO MAKE ME JEALOUS! He just said the girl's name and I bailed outta there because I was like, "Fuck this..."

Then this asshole sits next to me in the booth and I was next to a wall and he sat at the end. HE PLAYS A SNAPCHAT FROM ANOTHER GIRL AND I ALMOST FLIPPED MY SHIT! I wanted to walk away so badly but he trapped me in the booth. So I looked away and bit my tongue from saying bad things.

We aren't dating or anything. So I KNOW there is no reason to be jealous. But... it's these fucking feelings I have for this asshole...

OH AND ON TOP OF THAT! I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER LAST NIGHT AND THIS FUCKER HAS NOT TEXTED ME YET! SOOOOOOOOOOOO! I AM SUCHA LOSER!

*flips the table angerily*

To be fair, he has been the only guy I've hooked up with. So, yeah. my life...

I just wanted to rant. Thanks for reading this far!