How to get over breakup when you lost your virginity to him.

He said he couldn’t do it anymore. I tried to make him stay. I had my issues and am not defending anything but I feel like there was more we could have done. I just feel crappy because I recently lost it to him at the age of 22, he’s a few years older. I always wanted to wait for the right guy, which is why I would go through relationships without having sex. I felt a lot for this one. I never told him in person but there were many times I just wanted to say I loved him. We were dating five months and two officially. I feel like I never loved or trusted someone to have sex with them and I only lost it a month ago so now I feel really crappy because I was hoping it would be long term. Has this happened to anyone? Does it get better? I feel like I’m at an age where I just want to find the right guy and this is really hitting me hard because I didn’t want to break up. And to add to it he broke up with me over text after not talking to me for over a day.