Smoking weed and breastfeeding

Alright mamas can we hold back on the judgement? Before I got pregnant I would smoke weed every now and then because I enjoyed it. It was relaxing for me. I didn’t use the whole time I was pregnant all the way till now. My baby is eight weeks. I’m not looking for a medal for not using or other moms to say “well if you want to smoke weed then you probably shouldn’t be breastfeeding” most likely at the end of this post I still won’t be smoking weed till I stop breastfeeding because I’m too Chicken to risk any harm to my baby girl. I mean I don’t even drink coffee for Pete’s sake. And it’s not like I have a huge abundance of my milk to where I can pump and dump all the time. breast milk is so hard to store! So if I did pump and dump it has to be for a very good reason. I just wondering if any of you guys ever did smoke weed while breastfeeding? Did you pump and dump? Did you see a difference with your baby? Does it harm the little ones? My birthday is coming up and I really want to smoke but I want to do it the safest way possible and if I feel it’s not sad then I probably will end up not which is still perfectly okay with me because my baby comes first.