Lovers & Friends

I recently connected to an ex of mines who was really lik my best friend.. Even tho my feelings for him r so strong I try not to ack certain ways around him r when I tlk to him so he wouldn’t notice that I’m very much still in love wit him...or jus lik him lik soooo much ! Well we tlk every day allday & started having sex occasionally 🙈 which only complicates things more cuz my feelings grow more. He’s also in a relationship with his girlfriend of at lease 4-5 years now but he tells me that he’s really not happy & that he really doesn’t care about her. Now don’t get me wrong I’m not the type of chic to fall for all this shit a guy says cuz most of the time ikno its bullshit but wit him ikno him & ikno he’s over her... He tells me all the time his feelings is growing for me but I jus keep telling him I lik us as friends even tho I secretly want more jus not now.. Right even tho I very much wanna b with him the place I’m at in my life right now my career & goals r top priority!!! But ikno he’s either the guy I wanna b wit r a guy jus lik him 🤦🏾‍♀️😩😩😩 I’m confused idk if I should express myself to him r jus let thangs fall however they may fall.