guys I'm so torn😭😔

This past your and new year has been really hard on me health wise. I found that I have a large complex ovarian cyst and high blood pressure both have had me hospitilazed. because of my high blood pressure they can't treat me with hormones since that landed me in the icu almost having a stroke. so my next step is to have surgery with the possibility of having some of my reproductive system taken out as well. in the middle of this my lease is ending and I because of all these medical bills I can't afford to renew my lease and I'll be in the middle of recovering. so my fiance wants us to live together but I have convictions about this so it's ethier I get married this summer in the middle of all my health problems with a barely planned wedding or go against my convictions?I just need some encouragement this is all very stressful with college and work thrown in as well