Letting Loose

So, I met this guy on Tinder and we hit it off. We have a lot on common and we constantly laugh and have a good time when we see each other. Long story short, right after making things official, I've been trying to ghost him. That's what it seems like really. Like so many others from my past, I nitpick about what's wrong with him and plan my exit. This time it's not a friend but a potential romance. I'm trying logically explain why I've lost interest, but in truth, he scares me a bit. He's very observant and honest, especially with how he feels 😩. He's a bit more that's what I wanted as my first experience. Maybe I'm being childish as well as mean since I'll ignore him whenever I want to be alone. My alone time has really helped deal with my anxiety in the past, but now it's just become one of my other hiding places.