please help me

it feels like my whole world is breaking apart and I have no hope left.

have a boyfriend who I’ve been dating for three months now. he’s amazing and my best friend. we were doing great. he has a lot of female friends and I have one female friend and all male friends.

his female friends are very protective of him. they love him as if he’s their son and will stop at nothing when it comes to people hurting him.

having a boyfriend and me having male friends causes so much drama. all his female friends are bombarding him with fake rumours such as ‘every time you turn your back she’s all over another guy’

and the thing is, he’s in the year above me and so are all of his friends but they act like two year olds in this situation.

last night was a breaking point for me. I had had enough of them making everything difficult so I messaged the main girl who was feeding my boyfriend toxicity and rumours. i thought it was going to clear the waters but it did the exact opposite.

she told me all my guy friends are continuously telling my bf he’s a slut and that everyone thinks im really flirty.

I’ve been friends with these boys all of my life and they e been nothing but brothers to me.

I’m fucking done, I don’t have anyone now. My boyfriend has seen me once today and it was awkward, and now a lot of my friends are steering clear of me because they ‘don’t want me getting any more hurt’

i’m lost, my family doesn’t know, and i have no one.

the girl who went off at me wants to talk to me and I do not want anything to do with her. I feel sick and have starved myself since last night as I can barely even swallow

Properly because I was screaming into my pillow so much last night.

I know this sounds pathetic, but I’m so close to giving up.

:(