Depression/Anxiety

My husband and I were only married 4 1/2 months when we found out we were pregnant. At 26 I was so excited bc all I ever wanted was to start a family. 3 days later I had a miscarriage and the down hill spiral began.

It’s been 2 years now and I am just now feeling ready to start trying again, but then again I am so scared to feel that same way again and my anxiety is getting the best of me. My husband doesn’t fully understand and I can’t really explain why I feel the way I do.

Has anyone else felt like this? What have you done?