Ranting

So, a little about me, I had my oldest son at 17. Got married at 20 (not my sons dad), had my daughter at 24, then my son at 26. Miscarriage at 28. I have been ttc ever since that and unsuccessful. My periods have been off by 3 to 5 days. I was 8 days late and I think I’m starting. I have a little brown.

It frustrates me so much and I know that a lot of you are having trouble with just your first. It just makes me mad that I’m getting older and I’m having a lot of trouble. I’m 32. I don’t want to have any more when I am a few years older.

It’s also kind of hard to time my ovulation times because my husband is currently in Mexico living with his mom and that’s why I go every two weeks. It’s so frustrating. I don’t even know why I’m trying anymore. 😫😫😫😫