So many feelings

Hi ladies.

Like so many here in this group, my husband and I have been TTC since December. 2 things : first is that I just started my period after a SIXTY day cycle. Yes...60 days. I was taking hpt after hpt getting all the bfns, and my sweet husband would talk to my abdomen 'just in case.' According to the app, my period was 25 days late but who really knows!? I had an IUD for 7 years, got it out, and had 2 normal cycles...skipped February altogether, and now ta-da! AF is here and rageful!!! Okay, 2nd : one of my closest friends and I stopped our birth controls within 4 weeks of one another. She's been on the pill for 17 years and calls me yesterday to tell me she's 8 weeks pregnant and doesn't even know how bc she and her husband only had sex TWICE since her stopping the pill. Not to mention that she drinks about 2-3 bottles of wine daily. Like, what!?

Ugh...I'm just frustrated and annoyed and sad. I feel all the things. I know God has a plan for me (and all of us), but dang...it just hurts.

Thanks for the space to vent. Xx

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