I had my tubes u tied in Feb 17 after being tied for 13yrs. We got pregnant in May17 with twins and lost them July 4th17 I was in so much pain I couldn’t walk for over a month, 6 ultrasounds later they decided there was a third stuck in my tube so they were going to remove it. Surgery was suppose to take twenty mins and ended up taking two hrs because it exploded my ovary and I had been bleeding internally for a month and ended up with three pints of blood and spent a week in the hospital. We have been trying ever since had multiple chemical pregnancies but today I got a strong positive and I’m four days late! The thing we have wished for has happened and now all I can think about is all the bad that can happen!!! I’m beyond scared!!! I can’t handle anything bad happening again!!! I don’t know what to do to calm my fears!!! I am so scared I feel sick!!!