Depression

I’m just so SAD!! Often question will I ever be happy? Content with my life. My sadness is related to my insecurities and feelings of not being enough. It’s a shame, I’m also a psych nurse and I can’t even control my emotions. Always feeling unwanted and easily replaced. I wish all these negative thoughts could all just go away. I just want to be happy. changing my mindset is Soo Soo HARD. I feel so like no one understands what’s going on.