Excepting the inevitable

I have always had problems making friends I had 3 friends my whole life and 2 were in elementary school, in high school I had a best friend for 2 years and one day she just left me to hang out with other people I cried and cried and dropped out of school because I had no friends, I still haven’t finished my school I just don’t think I was ever meant to have them , I have my fiancé who is now my best friend but it’s not the same he doesn’t want to talk girl stuff all the time, I have learnt to just except it .. anyone else been in this boat? How did you cope with it? Did you even really care ?