normal or should i be worried?

im a freshman in college in my second semester. im doing really well, i have all A’s & i’m not feeling very stressed, but i’m so so sad all the time.

i dont feel like there’s any reason for it, some days i just feel like im on the edge of tears for the whole day, even though nothing is wrong, and my chest just hurts bc i’m sad.

i don’t get it, i live close to home & visit often, i have a great boyfriend here with me, i have friends ... i just feel dumb for being so sad for no reason.

i don’t know, i feel crazy sometimes and i wish i could just be happy like i feel i should be.

i guess i’m just looking for people similar to me, or advice from anyone who can give it.

thanks 💌