Need to vent

I have been dealing with anxiety since my earlier teens but just recently I was finally diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. It’s sort of a relief to to know exactly what’s wrong but also a bit scary. I haven’t told many just my closest friends and immediate family, but ever since then no one is around, not even a phone call. I haven’t seen or heard from the only living parent, my father, in over a month. It’s just my husband and kids, which is a blessing but on some days it just isn’t enough. I need a loving caring understanding strong support system and to me that’s my whole entire family. I feel so abandoned and lonely that I’m having more bad days then good lately. I’m not gonna lie I’m totally an introvert and sometimes that doesn’t help but I need my family and friends too. I truly feel like they want nothing to do with me because of my mental disorder.