pregnancy..

personally I am excited and ready to have this baby (I am 5 weeks) but part of me says I’m really not and I don’t think it is time to have one. There are some moments in the day when I say “times like this I can’t imagine having a baby right now” or I just get scared thinking about my child growing up and taking big steps like walking around going to school wanting this wanting that etc and I get so scared and think I’m not ready. But the majority of me says I can’t wait to hold him or her and play with them and teach them and take them out. I know this is common esp for first time Moms esp for young moms (im 19) but how did you get over this what made u feel better