First loss.

I know I’m only 19 and have a lifetime to have kids but it’s hard. From the first heart beat to the first flutters.😔 I lost my baby at 13 weeks and a day. It’s hard waking up not feeling the little flutters that keep you motivated each day😪. I was due October 22,2018 a few days after my deceased older brothers birthday. It’s hard to push through the day. It’s only been 3 days but it feels like years already😩😓. I have to have medicine in order to sleep at night which is horrible. I don’t want to start my young life out depressed and sad because I know I have many blessing yet to come in my lifetime. It’s just been a hard year after losing my brother, my grandma, and now my baby😪 at least I have 3 angels looking out for me now👼❤️ just have to stay motivated and positive to get through each day. With the support of my family I know it’s possible 😌❤️🙏👼💕