Induction at 8pm on Wednesday the 25th 😱

This is my second baby and I’m getting induced tomorrow at 37 weeks (same with my first) for high bp and pre-E. I’m kinda freakin out. I think with my first I was blissfully unaware of what was going to happen so I was not scared, I was just excited. This time I’m a hot mess. I don’t want to go, I’m nervous, afraid and thinking of everything that can go wrong. Ughh I hate that I will be away from my oldest (22 month, never been away from her) and I’m afraid of having to get a c-section or something going wrong with my epidural or my husband missing/not being with me (he has to coordinate with my mom for the days and nights that he will be home or with me at the hospital because they are taking turns watching my daughter.) This time I’m so stressed out. I wish it was like my first where I had no expectations or fears... I thought we were supposed to be pros at this after we already had the first one!? Wtf!?