well guys it happened again... My husband started accusing me for no reason again saying hes putting money aside for a lie detector test and hes going to find out if im a hoe i put my foot down so fast. 1. he tested our first child 5 years ago 2. we just had another 5 years later and he tested this one to like nooo trust im pissed. What more do you want from me. He then goes on saying Im a sahm i cant go out but he can. This is where is gets tricky I HAVE NO FAMILY BECAUSE OF HIM nobody talks to me nobodys cares anymore i lost everyone. Havent spoken to any one in years. Well i got fed up and started arguing if you cant trust me why are you with me he says wow your hiding something.. No im just not scooping low nor will i have my husband test me because your insecure he even brung up taking me tp the steve wilkos show.. After arguing he says im going to the car to get money well guess what he doesnt come back he left. He does this all the time and ill call him 100 times crying he wont answer then after 2 hours hell answer and say hes parked at his moms job sleeping or im at my mom etc. But i have to wait 2 hours to know where he is. So he just left 30 minutes ago and here i go starting to call then i came to realisation why am i crying over this man i have a newborn who has epilepsy and a child who has autism fuck him. I put my cell on do not disturb i dont want him to come back today ljke he usually does after an argument i dealing with PPD guys i need help coping with this im so angry and numb i cant cry anymore......