Next month is a sad month😢🙏🏻

Next month is a really hard month next month is the month that would of been my due date 😢 next month marks the one year mark of trying to convince next month is just the hardest month for me i see all these pregnancy announcement and birth and just know that i really want to become a mother i want to have a baby soo bad i feel disappointed with me my body that i had a miscarriage that i cant conceive easily like many others and am speaking for myself not for others that i know are going through the same thing or even worse and someone might understand and others might not but know that i want to achieve something that want and wish for something soo bad i feel like failure to me and my husband because he wishes for a baby just as bad as me i just want a happy life and i feel so incomplete losing a baby and having a hard time conceiving 😢🌈🙏🏻 i pray for a baby soon, never in a million years i thought i was going to be that one person in the family to have a miscarriage the be that one person to try for a year and nothing happen other than a miscarriage i always thought i would have been that one person to to convince very easy right away but NO! I pray pray 🙏🏻🌈