VENTING 🤧

Its 2am on a work night.. My alarm is set to 5am to get up and get ready for work. Im laying here on my bed bawling my eyes out, i feel so helpless at times ALL I WANT IS A BABY 😞 Pcos sucks !! Some days are easy and some days are jux unbareable to get by.. I always have a smile on my face and you always see me happy bt behind all that is a broken heart missing the part only a baby of mine could fill 💔 How can i want/love someone soo much that i have never met, seen, or heard....