watery cum!

sounds so weird now I’m writing it out but TTC and my boyfriend has such watery cum!!! his also told me that he recently started steroids gym freak and to put it lightly in fucking fuming he knows we are trying and putting that shit in his body! and I’ve read horror stories about zero sperm count and it’s messing with my mind I already have PCOS that’s makes it hard enough but now I’ve got a steroid gym watery sperm boyfriend and need to rant!