Am I bad?

So about 13yrs ago I met my bf(best friend)which just so happens to be a guy! We dated for a day but I ended it because I was afraid if something were to happen it would ruin our friendship😔 anyhow years go by and we ended up hanging out and had sex (1 time) then we lost touch! Another few years go by and I had just split up with my ex husband and we started hanging out again and having sex (friends w/benefits type thing) well turns out I ended up getting pregnant ☺️ he got scared and faded out of my life for 10months! I was finally ready to try life with him but he wasn’t ready for commitment😔 we have been really good being friends/parents for our sons sake this whole time! Well I ended up getting back with an ex and for 2yrs we were off and on...every time I left I ran to my bf (baby daddy) guess what he wanted more finally but I was soooo stuck on my ex I kept going back! About 1 1/2 ago my baby dad was going to take me to super bowl and propose but I went back to my ex and married him instead! Fast forward a year later my husband and I are now separated...for good, in the last month I have completely lost interest in him, mentally, sexually, emotionally, it’s just not there for me anymore! So here baby daddy and I are hanging out again and let me tell you it has taken me 13 freaking years to realize that I am absolutely in love with this man😍 we both want more but of course I’m still married and will be for at least 5months, damn Illinois laws! Baby daddy and I have been having sex for a week now and everything is perfect like I feel as if I’m a kid at 30😂 if all feelings are gone for my “husband” and I know we aren’t getting back together is it wrong of me to continue my life with baby daddy? Sorry for the long post just feeling kind of guilty and don’t know if I should😣