Just completely worthless

Why can I not just let him go 6 years of pain and betrayal and I stayed because I loved him

I don’t wanna be hurting myself mentally and physically anymore

All I see is scars on my body from the pain he has caused me

3:32am and I’m just crying my eyes out after begging him to come home

I didn’t want another child but I gave him one to make him happy now my kids will suffer because I couldn’t just let him go

Why can’t I just have the strength to leave and not look back

I don’t wanna feel suicidal anymore

I just want to feel loved and for once be important to him

But I’m scared if I let him go I won’t open up my heart to let a man fix the damages he has done

Why can’t I leave him I don’t wanna feel worthless anymore