I swear i’m going to actually go off on my boyfriend one day. So we share a mutual friend his name is nick and we’ll nick told me that apparently my boyfriend does not like it whatsoever and gets mad that i text my 2 other friends (they are both guys) but i’ve known them for 3 years (i’ve known my boyfriend for 1 and a few months) so i’ve known them longer and we are literally just on a friend based thing. we joke around with each other and call each other ugly all the time we are literally joking friendship. I gave him their snapchat’s if he wanted to talk to them to see if i was messing around which i’m

not because i love my boyfriend a lot and i wouldn’t cheat on him. so i brought it up to him and asked why he didn’t like why i talked to them and that i normally message them because he never messages me ! like he never does ! he plays his ps4 for hours and he will only talk to me for like 10 minutes then go off for another 2 hours. so i barely get to talk to him and i’m one of those people who like good quality conversations or else i might start thinking you don’t like me anymore that’s just how i’m wired. once i told him this he got so mad at me he literally went off and mentioned how he doesn’t care what i do and i’m not his problem and stuff like that he became super defensive and was all like fine i’ll text you 24/7 for now on if that’s what you want. now i wouldn’t mind talking to my boyfriend for that long but i understand that he might want to do other things as well. now my friends were texting me saying that me talking to other buys might get him mad and stuff like that but like he literally text his ex girlfriends like all 6 of them. and he gets mad at me for talking to my 2 guy friends who i’ve literally known for 3 years and he knows we have a joking relationship. now we have had some other issues in the passed that make me think wtf because of how he acts sometimes and it literally makes me question why are we together like it’s so dysfunctional. But like when we are fighting we then get all like “i love you so fucking much i don’t want to leave you” like ugh. Now i love him so fucking much honestly and i do want to be with him he just makes me really mad sometimes. his little brother text me more than he does. like wtf, sometimes i feel like he doesn’t even want to be with me anymore. it’s honestly to dumb and he will only have a actual conversation with me if i’m sad but it’s not even that good it’s just a “oh, well i want you to be happy” then he leaves to play his fucking game. like i don’t mind him playing his game but i also need attention. and if he isn’t there i talk to i talk to my two really close guy friends and now he wants me to stop talking to them.