Kinda Venting...

It's CD29 for me and no official signs of AF. SO & me BD *right* before OV (about 6-8 hours before.) It hasn't necessarily been too hard for me to get prego in the past but I do have CP's from time to time which are kinda heartbreaking so I don't test until day after AF is due at the earliest... But I legit almost just CRIED watching some kids re-opening a dog park (PBS) that they volunteered to fix up... Lmao... and so now I'm wondering a little... cuz, I mean really.... and I do get weepy when prego... I had started to think this month wasnt our month cuz I had cramping last night like AF... but now nothing... and I've actually been cramping off and on and back pain all week, but crazy bloated too, sore breasts, they seem heavier, and even dealing with heartburn and leg/feet swelling which I NEVER have had before unless prego... WHY DOES AF & EARLY PREGO SYMPTOMS HAVE TO BE SO SIMILAR? 😭😭😭 ok end rant lol.