Miscarriage Right Now

I felt what I hoped was a really bad gas pain about 2 hours ago and took some gas meds. About 10 minutes later I felt this huge gush as blood and tissue poured out of me, splashing to the kitchen floor. I'm so broken hearted. This is second MC in 8 months, both at 8 weeks. Last time, I took the pill, this time it happened on it's own. Bleeding is awful, pain is HORRIBLE. I guess I'm looking for prayers and sympathy. My DH won't be home for 6 more hours. Just wanting to be held. He has 7 kids fr prev marriage, I have 4 but we wanted one of our home. He's 46, I'm just 43. I think our time is done and my heart is hurting at the thought. TY