AF... I'm out. Need advice!

Jazmin • Mother to an angel... I love you Adelyn Rae Bower 5.8.15
This is only my first month TTC after the loss of my daughter but I still just feel so defeated. 
And now my boyfriend of 2 years told me today that he doesn't want to TTC until after the year mark our daughter passing away which isn't until May of next year. 
He feels as though I am just trying to replace my daughter by trying again so soon.... Which that is 100% NOT TRUE! Nobody can replace my little Adelyn. She will always be my daughter. But everyone mourns in different ways and I just don't think I can feel like myself again until I have a healthy baby in my arms. (I was 21 weeks and 2 days when I lost her)
In your guys opinion is he right or can you also see where I'm coming from?

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