Reading has worried me.

This is a vent and questions post.....

I have been TTC for just over 2 years. I am 32 years old and husband is 28. I’ve started doing more research due to the fact it has taken so long. After reading I’m considering infertility as a possible issue. I’ve raised concerns with my doctor but it’s also through the VA and all they wanted to do was put me on prenatal. That was a year ago. My question is:

5 years ago I was diagnosed with HPV with high dysphasia. After numerous biopsy’s and a LEEP to include cone a year ago I finally got the green light that it was all over. It finally worked and I was HPV clear and everything came back normal. I’ve had numerous concerns from that adventure. First I thought I wouldn’t be able to get pregnant but read many things from people stating it could still happen. Then recently I started wondering if maybe I had Endometriosis. But at the same time, wouldn’t that have been caught when I was being scraped and treated for the HPV?

My periods are regular. Typically 28-30 days. Only heavy in first day but the cramping at times and utter exhaustion is unbearable. Yet even knowing that I have crap for a pain tolerance.

I’ve addressed concerns with my doctors and it was just thrown to the side as just try longer that I should have no problems. And told my husband since he has had a child before he should have no problems either. Which blew my mind. The VA had scheduled me for a pelvic untrasound but when I went to my appointment and waited 3 hours they told me they only had 1 machine and would need to reschedule me or I could take the chance and wait it out that they “might” be able to get me in.

In the meantime we decided to just keep trying. We both take vitamins that are supposed to help, I watch the calendar and mark everything. And to my knowledge I’ve never had a pregnancy and miscarried. I suppose I would know that if it did happen. So knowing the timeframe, everything we’ve tried and even asked for help from our doctors. No one else is pushing the issue just get the “keep trying”.

I know this post is all over the place but this has gotten extremely irritating. I’m about to throw in the towel and just get a gold fish.

Any suggestions, ideas, further things to try.... anything??