Constant fear of SIDS 😞

I’m a first time mom who is struggling to enjoy my 3 month daughter because I constantly fear of SIDS. I’ve seen so many stories posted on social media of babies dying from SIDS and it’s really starting to get to me. I am just besides myself, I don’t want to lose the baby I wanted so badly. We have an owlet monitor but even that doesn’t bring me much comfort. Has anyone else ever had this issue? Any advice? I cry myself to sleep because I’m so scared of losing her... I just wish SIDS didn’t exist