I hate myself

J

Soo I've been crying for like 12 hours straight. it's just not fair how people that don't even plan on having kids just get pregnant so easily, and it seems like the people that would kill for a child have the hardest fucking time. excuse my language but I am so fed up. I'm tired of feeling like I have no purpose in this world. for some reason I've been using these clear blue advanced opks but I've not had one fertile smiley face yet! all blank circles idk if my reader is broke or whats going on but its breaking my heart. I'm only 18 no fertility issues. I just got off depo provera and had AF around the 15th of this month I'm so confused and ready to give up😢😢 moral of the story idk why I'm not ovulating