Giving up

I have decided to give up trying to have a 3rd or 4th baby. i currently use the app forkeeping  track of menstrual. i got alot on my mind and am sad and depressed. i feel so alone and have no one to talk too. i been keeping my feelings to myself and just crying with all the stress in my life. its bad to say that even my kids see my cry periodically. i been hurt so badly by peoples words and comments. i been alot of peoples stepping stones the last few months.