Help...

I told my boyfriend today that I am pregnant. He was shocked. Said this isn’t a good time and too soon. He has his daughter to worry about from a previous marriage already. Began to ask me about abortion options. Then went to our bedroom said he need to process it and took a nap. Eventually I went in there and laid next to him we barely talked and he said we just need to figure something out ASAP. Then rolled over. I feel so alone and hurt I feel like the only way to make him happy would be to abort my baby but I can’t tell what he wants and I don’t know what to do because I would really just like it if he would hold me tell me he loves me and everything will be ok. Instead I’m crying alone on the couch while he naps.