im through with love

Warning long post.

So basically ive been seeing this guy for 4 or 5 months and he wants to make it official. So i told him months ago he needs to meet my grandparents first.  He has Thursday off, so today we were supposed to see eachother and ladt week we saw eachother m hut the 3 weeks before last week we didnt see eachother for bs reasons. So this week it wss planned he would meet my grandparents make it official and we'd be together. So last night i say hey what do you want to do. He says idk i might be super busy. I ask will it be all day a few hours, he says idk again. So then i know from previous experiences with this i wont see him then. Im just irrated and mad at him cause this is the 4th time its happened. Also he was supposed to meet my grandparents and i wouldn't be making a big deal of it if they werent leaving at the end of September and not coming back till march.  Then when i got off work today i didn't even bother say anything to him no cause im so mad at him. Its like it shows me how important he say those plans we had and meeting them. Im even thinking if he csnt get his shit together and tell me he will meet them this day, this location and time. I'm thinking it might not work out, cause i dont have that much to waste. Im already busy with school and work and no days off. So this is really stupid if he's toying with my heart or what. I just wish this bullshit would end.