Tired of trying ???

So I had gastric bypass about 13 months ago. I ate something last night that has made me so sick. Because of this no BMD last night and I think I'm ovulating due to clomid and my cycles are so short. So I may have missed my chance. At this point disappointed but I guess if I don't get prego I guess I'll try again next month. But this stress of doing it is making things hard. Maybe I should just throw things to the wind and just have fun. If God wants us to have a baby...It'll happen, right???