Sleep over.

My baby is 4 months old and had her first sleep over at her grandparents tonight. I have been sick all week and needing to catch up on sleep to get feeling better so they offered to take her for the night so I could do that. Well here I am at 4am (still haven’t slept yet) missing my baby and feeling guilty. I need to sleep to feel better but damn I wish I could be snuggling my baby right now and not have to have her somewhere else to get feeling better 😭 mom guilty is really. Haven’t figured out how to balance taking care of myself and my little one yet.