Shadyyyyyyyy

Sometimes if someone posts something really juicy or controversial in here, I’ll read it to my husband. I never share names though. I just ask his opinion because a lot of us have problems with our men and I like to have a mans perspective. Well I’ve done for a while and my husband has always been interested. Well I was reading him one today and he got super defensive and was like ‘why do you read my stuff like this? Are you trying to tell me something? Do you not want this anymore?’ And then the other day he asked me why I was posting on here and I told him I rarely do, and I asked him why he would think I would post things like that. He’s cheated on me in the past but he’s been good for a few weeks. I just don’t understand why he’s been so defensive suddenly?

And last night I got on his YouTube and his history showed he watched some bounty hunter videos but all the videos he watched were with half naked girls (like skimpy barely there shorts and crop tops/bralettes), Trisha paytas ‘I send nudes on snapchat’, and some other guy with ‘whorefest on boat’, girls in thongs and no bras shooting guns, and other videos of naked/half naked girls. I’m obviously appalled because this goes against everything in our marriage and he knows it bothers me and if I even have a guy follow me on ig he freaks out but he’s doing this. I’m getting a job this week so I can leave him. I’m done with the disrespect.