The pill plays with my mind

I think my OC pill is affecting my concentration , cant really focus on studying.

And my boyfriend is having a pretty hard run with all my mood swings, I almost broke up with him because I was unemotional and not really feeling anything at the moment , all these changes make me question what are my true feelings,I don’t even know who I am or if what Im feeling is actually me or the hormones talking,like I know I love him ,but I sometimes dont feel anything.

Anyone else have this issues ?