Rant about husband
I love my husband with my whole heart. We have 2 beautiful kids and 1 on the way. But I feel like I can’t do anything right. I have done so much for him. I feel like I’m at a loss. I make sure dinner is ready and his work clothes are washed but I need adult interaction. I’m with the kids 24/7. I love my kids but it’s nice to be able to talk to another adult. I have friends I talk to on the phone. But I feel like anything I do is never good enough. Feeling really depressed l know I’m dealing with postpartum depression from my last kid and it never gone away but it would be nice to feel like I matter to my husband. I know he works a lot to make sure the bills are paid and everything and I’m proud of him and I would never leave him but I’m at the end of the rope on what I’m supposed to do. I feel like I have to bottle everything up and my feeling don’t matter. I guess I’m a person who is emotional and tenderhearted. I feel deeply about things.
But I’m going to try and get some sleep. Thank you for listening.