I struggle with social anxiety and possibly bipolar or borderline personality. I am very self critical and I am hard on my self. I don’t have hardly any friends and the ones I do have are not the most positive or close relationships (besides my fiancé he is my rock idk what I would do with out him!)

I am constantly worried about what others think and blame myself for not having very many friends and being a loner. I am very work focused and I work hard but I wish I had stronger social connections because I think it would help with my anxiety and depression.

Today I came to the realization that most people or kind and understanding or so worried about themselves or their own lives that they don’t really care. I’m by no means cured but this realization is a step in the right direction.

I just wanted to vent.

Thanks for reading!