I wasn’t sure where to put this honestly. I’m a teen And I thought I should put this in teen talk but it’s also sort of a rant so I decided to put my thoughts here.

The topic of my rant is frustration at myself and homework. I’m frustrated at myself for several reasons.

When I’m supposed to be doing homework I’m either procrastinating, have no energy or have no motivation to finish my homework,

I get stressed out very easily and have always been like this since I was a small child(my siblings are also like this too) so knowing I have a lot of homework to do I still continue not to do it,

I have depression and anxiety and have been dealing with them for four years now along with other health issues for three years of the same four years I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety that also get in the way of every day life including getting homework done.

I simply don’t know how to stay focused or be motivated to finish the sh*t ton of homework I have to get done and I’ve tried different things to help but nothing works, so every week I get so frustrated at myself for not staying focused, procrastinating etc, and not knowing how to fix the way I am and stress myself out/best myself up over it. And it isn’t that my homework is super hard either, it’s just I can’t get out of the way I am and it bugs me so much!

I’m always so stress about getting my homework done, but I just can’t seem to want to do it! And I’m sure other teens are like this, but I really want a way to fix the way I am so I don’t procrastinate and actually be able to stay focused for more then 20 minutes.

Even now while writing this I know I should be doing my homework but at the same time I REALLY don’t want to and also just need to get my frustration out as well.