Obsessive List Making....

I have to make lists all the time. I'm constantly thinking about how I'm gonna organize a list of things.. like, my son is coming home soon and I kept writing and re-writing a list of things to go in the diaper bag, and trying to think of other lists to make for him coming home and lists not related to him at all. Things I still need for him. Things that need done at home before he gets there. Things to keep in the car. If I mess up even one letter, I tear it out and re-write all of it. I was looking at new cars last week and had to make a list of things I wanted in a car. I wrote it like 4 times. A list of cars to check out, a separate list for each car and things they have. I tried doing a journal with daily questions the other day to 'find myself' and ended up just making a list of the questions and thinking about other things I can make lists of like work outs, life goals, things to do when I get back to my room, daily to do's, important to do's, chores I need to get done. If I feel like what I wrote isn't detailed enough, I throw it away and do it again... I do it right before every paycheck too. I write lists of exact brands and how much each thing costs and what size I need it (ounce wise). What bill needs paid to who and phone numbers to call, emails to send.

It's so stressful and overwhelming to feel like I have to make these lists to be able to do anything......

Please tell me somebody else has this problem and I'm not crazy..