Positivity please

I’m 38w and 1 day... I just came from my Ob and he states the the umbilical cord is around the baby neck which is normal but I need to keep track of his movements cause if I don’t feel nothing then I need to head to the hospital.

I don’t know wether to cry or be angry... All I can do is pray to God.

I dealt with a miscarriage back in October 2017, now my partner and I come this far to get this kind of news idk how to feel

Last week our baby boy heart beat was 149bpm this week it dropped to 126bmp. I’m freaking out on the inside but my doctor was so calm while telling me the news but he can see the fear in my eyes cause I had nothing to say.

It’s been an hour since he has been moving so that’s good sign