Venting about my life

Idk how much more I can take. I love my husband and my kids but the way I feel. My husband and I argued yesterday and hes unhappy, I feel unwanted and we are just together for the kids. It might just be me over thinking but Idk. When I get mad I yell at my son and he hasn't done anything. I feel like a shitty mom and wife. I feel like I'm just here in the house to cook and clean and do laundry. All he says about helping around the house or with the kids is that hes the provider and that's all I get. When I ask him why he's with me or why he even married me all I get is because he loves me and that should be enough. I miss hearing his feelings and why he loves me. There was more to the arguing and not all him but the things that hurt me. Im so emotional and can't talk to him cz he thinks im still going on with the argument and if he dont want to answer anything he doesnt. Our communication is back to being bad. Weve had issues in our marriage that I'm trying to get over but its hard when he works with her. Idk what to do at this point. The kids and my husband are my everything. I want things to get better. Maybe im over thinking or this is how ive been feeling for awhile. I'm also 15wks pregnant with our 3rd. We were done after my daughter 6mths ago but found out at 4mths I was pregnant. Im having a hard time dealing with being pregnant again and ive mentioned it to my husband and he says nothing. I'm so tired of not getting a response to anything. We used to be better than this. We said some hurtful things to each other. He hardly ever apologizes which is whatever but when I try and talk it out he doesnt want to because nothing ever changes. Hes been sleeping on the couch here lately and Idk whats going on but he says nothing. I feel like I'm stuck in my head and dont know what to do about anything.

Im not looking for anyone to reply this is just me venting and getting things off my chest. So if anyone does comment no negativitty and I'm not talking to him because it gets me no where and I have no one I can trust to talk to. So that's why I'm venting here.

So I had my husband call me on his break and I apologized and he says its no biggy. I tell him there's things I dont know how to deal with or that he keeps hearing certain things and its not healthy for me to keep thinking it. He says its ok and that he has to go back to work. Ugh!!!!!